Reading and Praying.

Is there such thing as separation anxiety and depression combined? Like, separation depression? Not that I hate being at home, but I got so used to my busy life at school; filled with people every where, nonstop talking and late nights. And here, I am alone half of my day, and work the other half. I am just so bored. I try to fill my time with errands, beach time, working out, reading my Bible, reading books in general and such, but I overall I just want to be with people. I miss my JMU family.

My parents and brother go to bed at like 9 or 10, but I dont fall asleep until like 1 or 2. That's four, I REPEAT, four hours of silence and alone time. I am a huge fan of alone time, but not everyday.

And most of all, I need my rock star back in my life.

But I know that I am here for a reason. God's got my back. He knows what he is doing, and that is where I find my joy.

I just keep reading and praying. Reading and praying. Reading and praying.

2 Samuel 22:31-33 "As for God, his way is perfect. The word of the Lord is proven. He is a shield to all who trust in him. For who is God, except the Lord? And who is a rock, except our God? God is my strength and my power. And he makes my way perfect."